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A Life of Painted Dirt

by Monica's Last Prayer

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1.
ceremony to the memory of a figure from your past tracing fingernails across the skin pray for it to last she didn't speak to him she kept it buried in a box inside her heart for all the time they spent just blindly circling they were never more apart than now
2.
Candyfloss 04:02
find another pillow to talk to sweetness is a virtue of thought track another villain to torture she wants you candy has a pill for all seasons candy is as sweet as they come sucking on a straw at the disco she wants you, she wants you she wants you, she has to dictate she wants to find the point at which you break candy never does what she ought to never missed a trick in the book bringing armageddon down on you she wants you, she wants you beauty's deeper than the skin she will dig out all the love that hides within all that glitters is not gold isolation makes you cold blind devotion blind belief too much sweetness rots your teeth
3.
Revolutions 04:37
another country, another cause you ripped the pleasure from my fingertips with force emancipation, the fast road to my heart your twisted manifesto takes the sting out of your art one by one we are coming to find you two by four and the power to blind you come the revolution brother come the revolution brother one by one we are coming to take you nine mile stare and the power to break you come the revolution sister come the revolution sister no diplomatic solution left your facile promises have spiderwebbed my chest asphyxiation, the c.s. gas in you hard-kettled my emotions symptomatic through and through
4.
Kiss Chase 03:33
see a figure in the corner of your eye a face that makes no sense a space to occupy my son a place to pitch your tent you've gotta run, run, run feel the burning in your thighs do not stop for breath because there's interest owing on your dreams and a target on your chest watch the vision revealed see your mission is clear bring it down bring it down to its knees live in the gutter and sing for your supper kiss chase don't bite the hand that bleeds see the figures they fall so fast now that everything's for sale a new born wrapped up in red tape a life condemned to fail you've gotta run, run, run to the apple of your eye but do not eat your fill because the sore taste waiting for you is the bitterest of thrills
5.
this world's a battlefield, waiting to explode took one step to the left straying from the road but I can't take this (what I need to see) I can't use this (what is good for me) I can't be the fool you want me to be slowly creeping through the night whispered voices in the hall alabaster face of misery and wonder singing out hosannas to the wolves inside the wall something borrowed, something blue something screaming in the old abandoned attic room starve a fever, feed a cold no mistaking what is every known is never told she placed her hand in mine, led me to her door one thousand reasons why I'd not been here before but she can prove this (what I need to see) she confuses (what is good for me) she won't be the fool you want her to be
6.
Painted Dirt 02:56
hold me back, pin me down I can't be held responsible when he's around his smile makes my blood boil his teeth I will break and unlike him I keep the promises I make we vote them in, we vote them out placate our anger, paper over every doubt I question your motives, your personal aims it seems you have much more to lose than we can gain you may represent our towns but you bear no resemblance to the folk I see around a life of petty crime, full of painted dirt shovelling it down our necks will not quench our thirst you clear the stage, fix the deck a hundred screaming insults hung around your neck eponymous name-checks in internet bars plot your progress and success on tv charts
7.
see her moving under disco lights she's a sleepless beauty gonna dance all night got a bass drum kicking out inside her heart she's a slice of heaven, she's a work of art sleepless beauty come and lose some sleep with me there's a time to dance, a time to run a time for company trace of bitterness inside the room jealous creatures in the deep, deep gloom strobe lights bouncing off her pale white skin where others stop is where she begins sleepless beauty come and lose some sleep with me there's a time to dance, a time to run a time for company we don't have to dance forever we only have so long how can anything that feels so right ever go so wrong?
8.
Mirrorplay 04:48
a single shot rings out in a sleepy suburb on a still and silent night a big man fell on a heap of rubble and he breathed the last of life a single tear was shed, a single resolution to speak his name no more and when the sun came up above the institution the end was all they saw just another mirrorplay so if you see a figure on the noon horizon reflecting in the sun waste no time looking for a false messiah turn your heels and run for there can be no doubt, there can be no issue that your hours on Earth are few with every minute gone, with every second passing she's closing in on you you're not the first to go this way just another mirrorplay all forgotten in the blink of an eye just a sentence in the pages of the book of life
9.
little angel don't you cry I kept your secret locked inside they won't find it amidst the clutter and the junk the depression and the funk and the proceeds of my crime I have one minute to tell you of the things I have found out before I'm shipped away and locked up for all time it's for the best you know, my life is built on lies fight with me, they can't discipline our pride it doesn't have to be explosive we can build the fires, set this world alight the abrasions on your skin serve to commemerate the sin you were a victim then, and we are victims still but it's not you that's sick it's them who make you ill fight with me, we can blow them all aside it doesn't have to be explosive we can build the fires, set this world alight fly with me, make your dreams come true in time it doesn't have to be explosive we can build the fires, set this world alight
10.
Stiletto 03:32
it was a cold, dark, damp december much like the one just gone her name I don't remember but I still hear her laugh wasn't she praying? I think that's true what was she saying? I never knew but I could feel her resignation one time take me down to the crossroads I've got a soul to sell down there if the devil doesn't want it then I'll put your name on it and leave it in your care if I could pull myself together then I could tear your world apart but you can reach much higher in your six inch heels and you have stowed away my heart is the tide turning? it never will is the strain showing? enough to kill twist stiletto knife inside my body
11.
one step forward, two steps back navigate between the cracks keep on moving 'cause the only truth is nothing really lasts time isn't friendly it isn't fair shake your fears off and fight the righteous fight for those who care the fires are burning the fires are bright the river is winding under pale moonlight take your places, learn your lines this is the prime time no - I'll not permit this no - your place be damned no - you won't usurp this no - alarm will sound the time to act is close at hand now contra-opinion has been banned object to signify commercial targets of commercial brands the image is fading the image you held so precious from your childhood lighting up your life with flames unfanned the fires are burning the fires will boil the river is drowning under coughed out oil take your places, take them fast let's objurgate the past
12.
The Lake 03:36
"see the body of christ is falling into the lake" I heard them cry see the morals on Earth recoiling see them fly to the lake I hear the crack of the ocean to the lake I see the flash in the sky I hear the sound of a million angels pass us by if the only choice is sink or swim carry me down to the deep I've been fighting all my life where has it gotten me?
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Brand new album for 2012.

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released April 9, 2012

all songs written and recorded by Paul Broome
in Staffordshire, UK - March 2012

except 3 & 5 - March 2011 and December 2011,
remixed March 2012

mastered by Heather Broome

13 - remix by Miles Fender / streetlightfarm.com
14 - remix by Roger Fracé / tmitg.com
15 - remix by Paul Broome

Special thanks to Miles for the remote mixing advice

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Monica's Last Prayer UK

One-goth side project of Paul Broome (Earth Calling Angela / Fauxchisels). Founded in 1993 with a 4 track tape deck and a DR550. Covers a lot of stylistic ground. Coming back for more in 2023.

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